[Ratoslov]

This explains everything about Select Button.


Currently, I'm going through a period kind of like this. It comes and goes in swells; I'm almost graduated from college, but during the summer I tend to become a shut-in and get depressed. I've even got a 'job' right now, but it's a non-paying internship with no fixed hours and no structure. So I tend to go to a nocturnal sleep cycle, so I don't have to deal with the summer heat and bright light and people. I've actually gotten a lot better, but it took years of therapy.

Even so, even during my good productive times, I don't really have a life, just jobs that don't pay. I've been too broke to go to out and have fun for I don't know how long. I have some wierd psychological block about seeking employment. I've never had a successful date in my life. I don't really ever have friends, just people I know.

Man, this was depressing to write.