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zak



Joined: 07 Dec 2006

PostPosted: Tue Jun 05, 2007 10:16 pm        Reply with quote

I live with my parents, but we have a big house next to a lake, with a yard and such, and one in town where I usually spend a few days alone during the week, so it's not bad. I'm not shut-in or depressed at all; I see my friends for drinks at least once a week. I go to parties, but not too often because I'm not a very outgoing person (I like meeting new, interesting people though).

Never had a job in my life (I'm 19 now). Actually, I worked for a gaming magazine last year, but it went under in about six months, and I got really shitty pay for lots of work. Last December an internet gaming oriented tv station offered me a a job. It involved translating news, riding the subway, and two busses, for two hours, five days a week, and the money was a joke, so I passed.

Right now I'm doing book reviews for a major site (not getting paid), some freelance work (also not getting paid), and writing for literary contests (sure as hell not getting paid). Won one of those early this year, and it netted me about 50 dollars and some books, so I mainly did it for fun. Entered another one this month, we'll see how it goes.

Also, because I want to be a writer, I dropped out of college. I studied literature and english, for a year, and noticed it did absolutely nothing for me. I'm going back this fall, only this time I'm gonna study philosophy, and I really think it's gonna work out this time.

So this summer I'm just sitting arround the house, playing guitar in a band, working on a short story collection, and maybe swinging by the beautiful sea for a week with my friends. My parents give me a hard time sometimes, beacause (to the untrained eye) I don't seem to be doing anything at all, but this is usually remedied by doing some yard work (fucking hate mowing the lawn, washing the car is ok). My only real chance of getting a job in the future would involve working at newspapers or doing translation work anyway.
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zak



Joined: 07 Dec 2006

PostPosted: Tue Jun 05, 2007 10:51 pm        Reply with quote

CubaLibre wrote:
zak: In general, college is not what it's cracked up to be. Tends to be fairly useless for anyone who actually wants to live a life. Unfortunately, those little pieces of paper they give you at the end are pretty valuable, not least because colleges have a pretty vested interest in making sure they stay that way. Studying philosophy in a regular school would drive me fucking nuts, but your mileage may vary. I say go for it headfirst. If nothing else, your little piece of paper might enable you to get a job that doesn't require the subway and two busses for shitty pay. (Money doesn't matter much in this life, but it does matter.)


Well yeah, that what my parents keep saying, that I need to get a degree. And I'm perfectly fine with that; I understand. You need something to fall back on.

The thing is that when something doesn't work you stop (after you've tried it for a while and it just can't seem to make it work), you don't keep going at it. Doing two more years of literature of english would have been a complete waste of time, because the ultimate goal of that college was to turn me into a teacher, so that I could go on and teach kids the same crap I was taught. I learned all sorts of lingustics, ethnology, and various other useless things that I would just forget after the exam. I didn't even have time to work on my writing.

So philosophy is a better choice for me, because it really filters out some of the things I don't really want to waste time learing. Sure, there are useless thing there too, but it's better than literature and english. I've allready met a really cool teacher (we exchanged some books and had drinks), and I'm turning in my application next month. I'm really gonna give it a go.

And about the job thing, I don't really want a real job. I want to make money from my writing, and it may take a while. I don't really have the mental discipline for holding down a real job (I sleep at irregular hours, get easily, etc), and working from nine to five would most surely break me down in a few months. So, since my family can support me, and I have a vague talent for what I want to do, I'm going to try.
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