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Joined: 12 Dec 2006

PostPosted: Tue Jun 05, 2007 12:59 am        Reply with quote

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Well yeah, the main problem here is my perception of myself if I wasn't doing anything productive, rather than the faults of people who are "unproductive". If you can manage to sustain yourself and have a modicum of self-respect then you pretty much don't have to answer to anyone.


This is actually a huge problem of mine. I have this perpetual guilt about my privileged situation in life. Maybe it's young idealism or what have you, but I just always feel like I should be doing something about it. Pragmatically, I do just sit around and my ass and play videogames, read books, study languages, or whatever. But there's always that nagging feeling that I shouldn't be just content, ya?

That's why even though I might do it sometime (just graduating highschool here) I wonder for how long I'd be able to. The guilt would just set in. I'm all about altruism, or at least, in theory.

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Jack of all trades with a tattered jacket; a mediocre renaissance man. can't seem to be like some of my peers who, say, care about European history and that's it, that's all they do. I'm inefficient, sure, but if I focused my efficient moments in fewer areas I would be doing better than I am now...


Boy can I relate to that. It's exactly how I am. There are way too many things out there for me to say, "well, you know, ancient aztec pottery just about does it for me." So I do the same thing.
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PostPosted: Tue Jun 05, 2007 10:37 pm        Reply with quote

I was pretty close to going to St. John's. I chickened out, I suppose. Going to Hampshire now.
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 3:10 pm        Reply with quote

above: post of the year.

also: i don't think this thread is evil it's just an argument guys conversations are organic and it happens, let it happen and fizzle out like it tends to do. quit with the meta-commentary.
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